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07-12-2019 01:15 PM
07-12-2019 01:15 PM
Not sure how long I can function like this
I cant tell if look normal or not and each day as i think about it i'm starting lose the mind more and more. yeah im lost.
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07-12-2019 03:35 PM
07-12-2019 03:35 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
@opinions2019dec Hey opinions2019dec I will be onlined on and off for most of the day if you want to talk. Just put a @infront of my name or other peoples names and I/they will get a notification that you have messanged them. Take care. greenpea
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07-12-2019 05:19 PM
07-12-2019 05:19 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
Hi @greenpea
i have dug this big hole for myself and im starting to dislike how it' making me feel lately
I realise I have become this strange person in life and the realisation gets worse with each day.
someday someone will make me flip-out or some dark entity will erase me (a collective consciousnesse ejecting from society).
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07-12-2019 07:31 PM
07-12-2019 07:31 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
@opinions2019dec Hey opinions2019dec I am at the bottom of cliff where the only way is to climb up it. Things I have done in my past haunt me but I cannot let them win otherwise what is the point of existance. I have to win I refuse any other outcome.
There is nothing wrong with being strange. Strange is interesting. Interesting is unique. Personally I have always like strange. I was calaled strange the otherday I wear it as a badge of honour.
Anger is a good thing as long as it is managed in the right way. Society sucks at times. It labels people unjustly. Judges them and ultimately gives them a sentence regardless of whether they are guilty or not. I hate society .... yeah I hate it.
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07-12-2019 09:34 PM
07-12-2019 09:34 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
HI @greenpea
How do you climb out, looking up the cliff is exhsusting.
The strangeness does not fit into society anywhere. the presence of strangeness and one is subconsciously on edge.Strangeness gets you unwanted attention from evil entities roaming the streets.
I dont hate ppl I hate what I have become. I reckon there isn't a soul in my situation, i'm neither smart nor dumb, there's no section of society I truely fit into, tho, i'm no outcast either... hmm strange!
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08-12-2019 05:04 AM
08-12-2019 05:04 AM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
@opinions2019dec Hi opinions2019dec I can only speak for myself but I climb that cliff one step at a time. Many times I fall back and have to start again but I cannot give up because I know deep down I am a good person so I keep trying. On my dying breath I will be saying 'never give up'.
Again this is only my opinion of strange but I find it to be positive in many ways:
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08-12-2019 02:13 PM
08-12-2019 02:13 PM
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08-12-2019 02:28 PM
08-12-2019 02:28 PM
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@opinions2019dec I wish you could show me too. 🙂
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08-12-2019 02:57 PM
08-12-2019 02:57 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
Hi @greenpea
you'd defenatly laugh at me if i show'd you. i mant a still image looks norman but then when im near others im quickly spotted as the abnormal one. Oh god like is painful.
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08-12-2019 03:18 PM
08-12-2019 03:18 PM
Re: Not sure how long I can function like this
@opinions2019dec I promise you I would not laugh at you ever x